MUSiC . .

        
               "I am finding out, that maybe I was wrong. .
                     That I've fallen down, and I can't do this ALONE. . 
                           Stay with me, this is what I need. . Please. .
                                Sing us a song, and we'll sing it back to you. .
                                     We could sing our own. . but what would it be withou you??? 
                                          I am nothing now, and it's been SO LONG. .
                                              Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my ONLY HOPE. .
                                                     This time, I will be listening. ."

         Okay, I just got a few lines from my favorite song. My Heart, by Paramore. :) Everytime I listen to different songs, I feel so relaxed. Especially when these are songs that CUT. I mean, songs that you know have a great meaning. Songs that you can relate to :)) I like listening to pop songs, but EMO, acoustic, and rock are truly the ones I love. Some people might say these songs are really ugly because they're just NOISE. But not all rock songs are noise, when you try to listen to it, feel its melody, understand its lyrics, and feel its message or its meaning, that's the time you'll realize they not just mere bands singing a song. Instead you'll think they're just a group of simple people  sharing a common interest trying to express their emotions through their songs. And whenever I listen to these songs, I feel them. The message they're trying to tell. . .whenever I feel so down, and I have nobody to talk to, all I do is grab my mp3 player and listen to the songs in it. .

                     "Do you ever feel like BREAKING DOWN??

                          Do you ever feel out of place??

                             Like somehow you just don't belong, and no one understands you. .

                                 Do you ever wanna run away?
                                    Do you lock yourself in your room
                                        With the radio on turned up so loud
                                             That no one hears you're screaming?

                          No, you don't know what it's like
                                 When nothing feels all right
                                         You don't know what it's like. . To be like ME . .

     To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
          To be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around                                   
               To be on the edge of breaking down, and no one's there to save you
                     No, you don't know what it's like, WELCOME TO MY LIFE"

Yeah. . Simple Plan really rocks. I listen to this song, "Welcome to My Life" by Simple Plan whenever I get so down, and I can't cry myself out. I express my feelings through music. By singing these songs, I feel very much relieved, it's like I somebody already comforted me, even if in reality, I know nobody really does. :'(  Nah, so much for my dramas, :) just ignore me =D

I can't imagine myself living in this world without music. I mean, it really plays a VERY BIG part in my life. I really can't live without it. I really can't live without it. I REALLY CAN'T.  I wonder how will I be if there's no music around me. How will I be able to sing my heart out? How can I dance if there really is no music? It's very important.

Whenever there are times I feel blue because there are these people who really are important to me disagree about several things I love doing, I just listen to this. .

                   "Hey Dad look at me, think back and talk to me
       Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I’m wasting my time, doing things I wanna do?
But it HURTS when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good enough for you
I can’t pretend that I’m alright
And you can’t change me


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry, I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late, and we can’t go back
I'M SORRY. . I CAN'T BE PERFECT. ."

Yeah right. Now see how music really make me feel better. It's very nice God gave us the ability to sing and to recognize music. I'm so thankful because I'm so blessed with His gifts, including music. Music is not just music itself, it just like DEALING with LIFE's RHYTHMS, SINGING with YOUR CHOSEN MELODY, and DANCING with the SPECIAL EFFECTS ADDED ON IT.

Life is short, we better discover it with the accompaniment of the sound our hearts produce. A MELODY OF GREAT MEANING COMING OUT, AND A MUSIC WITH A SPECIAL RHYTHM WHICH WE'LL KEEP ON SINGING. .

:))