This is WHAT and WHO I want TO BE . .

           We may be thinking of what really is our purpose in life, our real importance, our life, and WHO WE REALLY ARE . .  I sometimes wonder why am I like this. . Why am I not that good, why am I not perfect, and why is it so hard to please other people even I try the very best I can. .

            That's the time I realized I wanted to be someone who does things correctly, someone who has that ability to correct her mistakes for just one time, someone who's sensitive about other's feelings, and someone who could be anybody's FRIEND . . I realized, I can't be one superhero that saves other's but I can be one little girl who tries to help her fellow by being there by their sides and trying to comfort them in times of despair. I just wanted to be my FRIENDS' crying shoulder and comforter. I may not be perfect, but all I wanted to do is to be there in times of trouble, pain, despair and even in times of celebration not only to my friends but also to my family.
                 I also wanted to be a good daughter to my parents and a good sister to my brother. I know I'm such a failure which is why I can't please them easily. Oftentimes, I FAIL THEM. . I'm trying my best to do everything I can, to please them and to seve them.
                 I know in this life of ours, we don't need a lot of things to get by, a lot of money to waste and a lot of time to consume to be the person we've always wanted. All we need is a little amount of believe in ourselves, a little amount of love and a little amount of IMPORTANCE and APPRECIATION from others.
             I'm thankful of what characteristics God has given me. Now, it's up to me to do the things I am supposed to, to be THAT PERSON I'VE ALWAYS WANTED. .